Friday 27 July 2012

un-knowingly


 Sharp 5:30 pm. Savio woke up , after the nap , did his hair , face , wet them had two buiscuits , a glass of lemonade and all set till 6:15 for the evening tour . As he was strolling , towards his bike , he found out that his bike was out of petrol. Sad as he was already , more did he become after this . still , legs helped . He thought of taking a small walk to the 'Bhandari chat wala' where the owner of the shop , 'kanhaiyya' , made some awesome chats !! And he had a special dish for 15, 'chat with chola and dahi' (curd). Savio knew that the accurate time to eat this special dish , served hot, was around 6:30. He paced and by 6:35 he had this dish in his hands .


      Only five minutes , it took for him to finish all of that  yummy dish , he paid the money and took his steps , back to home . He stopped and the suddenness of his stoppage brought Kanhaiyya to the conclusion that he would order for something again, may be that 15 bugs dish again !!! "Do you need something else ?" Kanhaiyya enquired excitingly,Savio just waved at him and this was enough to bring a micro expression of dissappointment on his face !!!  Well the reason for which Savio had stopped was his decision to take a look at his school which was just five minutes away from that shop .  


     Leisurely as he was walking with his hands in his pocket , he took out his cell phone phone . He had a very relaxed look on his face earlier , rid off all the worries . This made him to call a friend, anyone whom he would have wanted to talk that time the most ,  so random were his thoughts and actions ! While he was scrolling down through his contacts , suddenly his hands stopped at a name . it was , sadly , his last year's roommate's name .  this thing just marred his mood badly . This small yet a big incident , in it's own hidden way ,incited him to do something bad to him . Something as bad as he never wanted , in actual .  


      He became disturbed , furious look was all over his face  He recalled his room mate's face again and again and was perplexed . This was all for a mere duration of a second or two , The next moment itself , Savio had extreme pity for that guy , so and so to the extent that soon there was a low murmur on that road . He prayed that may that guy get some real brains , to make him albe enough to know , what's right and what's wrong !All this while he was standing beside the green wall of a lone house, with the support of it . He took his steps back to home . It was hard to understand Savio and his thoughts . It was hard to understand the sudden appearance and change of two completely opposite reactions..... It was extremely hard for Savio..... 

Saturday 21 July 2012

I carry a cross

I carry a cross in my pocket, 
a simple,small,brown coloured cross 
,Repulsing me from everything that is gross 
!Everywhere I go,Whatever I do 
,I always have it in my pocket,As a daily reminder to me of the fact, 
That Iam a Christian. 






When I'm rancourous and I decide to hurt my being, 
I slide my hands into my pocket.. 
Feeling of guilt persuades over the maudlin, 
and I smile again. 






When I strode along a gloomy pathway, 
After a big tussle with my Parents. I think all negative, 
Slowly I slide my hands into my pocket. 
The mood swings, leaving me no more maukish, 
I think all positive, 
and I smile again. 






When my best friend beats my emotions, 
He says that I'm always rhetoric in my words, 
I do feel lousy and do act like a loony, I accept, because that's all I can, 
Unknowingly I slide my hands into my pocket, 
My world rotates and every cloud appears with that silver lining, 
I learn a new lesson 
and ,I smile again. 






Whenever I'am tamed with satanism. 
I feel restless, helpless, breathless,yet, I see every soothing sight. 
I know it's all fake and worthless,yet I fall for it sometimes like a madcap,this time, 
Knowingly I slide my hands into my pocket, 
This small yet brave act, immediately, reminds me of every fact that I am a Christian, 
Reminds me of my Saviour, my Redeemer... 
I get the strength to break every satanic bondage, 
I get the power of faith burning like fire, unlike ever before,and this time, 
Yes, I smile again, but not alone, 
JESUS smiles with me.. :)